The other night Brandon and I had a conversation that has really stuck with me. We were talking about life--its ups and downs, joys, triumphs, trials..all of it. Our washing machine had seen its last day, we had gone without one for about a week and decided to purchase another one. We have been budgeting our money so well lately, really being cautious, and BAM if its not one thing its another. A new washer, a leaking outdoor faucet, a leaking basement shower drain, trips to the dr, medications, new car payment, a trip to plan for and money seems to go out faster than it comes in. And I said, "I have decided that this is just life--we are living the
dream." I have thought about that over and over. As I sat up with Zach in the wee hours of this morning, fighting a 103.4 fever, I thought of my life and how I am truly living MY
dream. Lets rewind 6 years........December 2006. We were living in Logan, just having gone through 2 failed infertility treatments, Brandon in school and working, me working like mad at MC, and we were
dreaming.
Dreaming of the day when Brandon would be finished with school.
Dreaming of when we would finally be parents to at least 2 kids.
Dreaming of when I would not be the breadwinner, but be a stay at home mom.
Dreaming of Brandon getting a great job (making lots of money! not all dreams come true ;)) Me
dreaming of when I would be a mom, and able to be the room mother (a title I could not be more excited to become). And so many other things. As I sit here, exhausted from the early morning wake up, I am overwhelmed with emotion because we are living our
DREAM. Our life is far from perfect, and there are still
dreams we dream about and wish for, but today, I am the ROOM MOTHER who has planned and will host a Christmas Party for my Zachy's Kindergarten class. Today, I am a stay at home mom, with a husband who works hard for the money at his
dream job. Today I have a beautiful home, wonderful friends, amazing supportive family, a hard working and loving husband, a firecracker of a beautiful son, and the knowledge that my Heavenly Father hears and answers MY prayers for me to be able to live my
dream. So, I will keep dreaming of another baby in our home and other wishes, but I am thankful to know that
dreams really can come true.